Your Love

Here today and gone tomorrow
Pressured into doing things that were really foul
Keeping it to myself, almost in denial
Have you ever passed a blade along your wrist before?
Walls are closing in and can’t see my way anymore
Love is euphoria that lasts a few moments
Fooled myself into really thinking I was worth it
Would anyone blame me if I stopped believing?
My ship is sinking and the shore is far away
Can You keep me from going under?
Am I alone out here forever?

I started out a pretty good guy, but situations changed me
I was bullied and life isn’t what I thought it would be
Felt like no one cared and self infliction made me ugly
Time has taken its toll, I’m scared of letting go
I don’t know what the future holds, but I don’t think I want to know anymore

Lord I need Your love, it’s like no one’s
I’ve been through so much, Your grace is a reservoir
I haven’t been praying daily and I’m going crazy
I keep Your Word open on the table but I’m hardly reading
I’m still struggling
It’s killing me
I’m concealing it but it’s not easy
I’m a passive disaster, subtracting what matters
Hanging on by a thread, no, I’m not prepared
Nobody knows the battle I face, nobody can see into my soul
I don’t know where else to go
Lord, I need Your love, it’s like no one’s

I feel thorns in my side, but Yours was pierced for mine
Standing on the runway outside watching everyone else fly by feeling left behind, feeling tears in my eyes
I don’t have it all figured it out
In fact, I know nothing at all, so I’m closing my mouth
I started out good but decayed in the wrong environment
Thought I was bullet proof until I ended up in ashes, so foolish
Standing in my ruins, so used to losing
Lord, I need Your love, it’s like no one’s

Lord I need Your love, it’s like no one’s
I’ve been through so much, Your grace is an ocean
I’ve cried enough for everyone in the world thinking that it’s over
I don’t know where else to go
Lord, I need Your love, it’s like no one’s
Without You, I fall apart
Engulfed in darkness You’re all that I want
Is there still hope for my ever-wandering heart?

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